Not sure what awhile is in your world. I’m glad you’re praying, it’s about time. You can leave me out of your “prayers” as fulfillment is overflowing for me, my wife, my kids and my grandkids. You’re on the same social media “anonymous “ message board as I am. You sit on the Fence with your feelings trying to decide which way to jump but can’t because you want to be right. You think it makes you righteous. It’s like you think if you don’t do anything one way or the other you’ll be accepted into heaven just because you ended up being wrong. You have claimed you’ll avoid me between 10-20:times yet you always come back. Hmmmmmmm